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s**t served on a sliver platter
s**t served on a sliver platter

Show me something that we have that I don’t know
In the end was I supposed to let you go
I just want to know
But all I know is what I see
There is a blank screen in a empty room in front of me
Still I cant stop but to look back
And think of the good times we all had
Pushing all to the front
I cant let go of the past
Still I know that the good times have somewhat passed
Just wanting something more
Trying to find happiness
Because misery loves company
But who do I love when there’s no one around
How can it all come to this
Why don’t I stop and put it all back up
Cant seem to move on
But it will all flow in in the grand skeem of things
But now I don’t like it at all
But it just feels like I got back up just to fall
Still I have no idea what I’m doing tomorrow
I just wish it will be fun
I will tell you a story for two hours
And I know you will site and wait
Pushing for what I know
And looking for what I know
I just need to keep free but just let it be
Still I need to see what I am saying
I just cant find to seem to find the words
Still its all the same to me
Pack me away somewhere
In some room where I don’t care
Just shovel it off to the grave
I thought I cant live with out some one but my side
But it would be nice just to have some one
So I wish I could let you know
Still they all misinterpret everything I say and do
So I just want to play for just a bit longer with you
And we will talk about all the forbidden things
I just want to gaze at the stars with you
So how can it all be true
Just let me be me and you be you
Its all simple as that
So how can I put this all behind me
But still remember all the good times
When I’ve seen it more then twice
But what cant I say but never mind

Just give me a raw state of mind
Just something new as I look at you
So what can I do when it comes in waves
I kiss you and you taste just like the sea
But cant feel the water for miles
I need to get out of this town
But only for a while
So I look at you and your smile
I don’t know what to say
Lets just sit on the back porch again
I loved it when we did that
Just sit there and remains
Just keep moving on and it will keep going
Just like the rest of the world
But I will go agents the grain
Just like I always did
Even ever since I was a kid
So don’t put it past me with all my childish dreams
Im just trying not to lose myself
I will put on this metaphor for you to worry over
And I will move on to the next thing
Just look out and see
What you are in side then bring the everything we are everywhere
But just don’t let it wither and die
Just like we all are form time to time

Flip a coin and land on a dime
But I know where all running out of time
There all in the past when there all younger then me
So how old do we all haft to be
Is it all of us or is it just one of me
I cant stand the why where turning out to be
Just let loose but keep everything in check
don’t become something your not and don’t become a big mess
Just deal with it willingly
I cant seem to see nore do I want to hear
I cant put my finger on it
But I know what its all clear
Where all hurt in our own little way
We can never all want what we have all at the same time
Living may be going so great for a while
But then life turns around and shits on your day
It’s the little things that count
So how can we come so far when you live so far away
Pointing out the simple to see
And I know how to tell
Where can I see the dark when im sitting in the dark
Its everywhere except for that one dot
So how do you know
What can you tell
What the hell why cant I see
I see everything that’s put in front of me





 
 
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