I dont understand why he is so angry and negative and HATEFUL towards himself!! I dont get it! He has so many amazing qualities and it kills me and rix that he says all of these UNTRUE things about himself... I WISH i was as amazing as he is at everything he ******** does. I wish i was more like him. Not some stupid, idiotic, helpless girl that sits at home writing these goddamned journals. I want to be the girl who is sociable and fun and good at everything i try. I NEVER excel in anyything the way he does and yet he thinks he fails at everything just because someone else got a higher rank than him.
I love him SO much... why can't he love himself?
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Tricia </3
i use my journal to vent my anger and sadness.
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