I know what Dad's gonna want to do tonight... EW.
So I have this thing where all of my friends' parents are divorced and sure enough I've got another to add to the list. Now all of my mother's friends, whom are also my friends, are divorced. Both of my best friends have parents whom are divorced and almost all of my friends have parents whom are divorced. Maybe there's this sick thing that fate wants to teach me about how it's a good thing that people break up or that he's giving me a sign that I'm not going to have a real love life. Great, whatever. I don't care anymore.
My Christmas... I'm going to wish everyone something special for Christmas. Each person is gonna get a personalized message from me for Xmas and THAT is how I am going to remember this year! I don't really care about the presents or anything. In fact, I hate buying gifts. I hate it. I don't like seeing all the relatives... for the most part because the one thing that I look forward to is showing them that I'm not Fat. Seriously. That's what I thought about all the way up to the damn holiday. ******** them. And I know they're gonna make me feel awkward again because I don't socialize with all of my cousins like the others.... well that's because my cousins were assholes while we were growing up. I was younger than most of them and almost all of them were guys so I can't relate to them. ******** you. And y'know what? Despite all the things I don't like about Xmas, I still don't hate it so Happy Holidays everyone.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world