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Oh yeah, keep reading your going to go into the lonely life of a 16 year old Asian teenager! Much love appreciated! Thank you, thank you. Now, where do we start?


I notice that it's been a couple of days since I last posted a journal entry...Life has been nice by keeping me busy. Haven't had much time to post anything. But let me summarize the past few days that I haven't wrote down..Keep in mind that it's not as detailed as it usually is..


Wednesday, it was hot and humid, and I had my haircut on that day. That's the only thing I remember..I need a camera with batteries so I can show off my haircut...Bad thing is, that my hair grows back. So now, about 5 days later, my sideburns grew back and they don't look as "fresh and crisp" as it should. People call it.."Tapered up". Anyways..The next day. On Thursday we rehearsed our graduation...I would like to add that I am a Junior in High School and my principle picked me to be the MC. Why? I am that epic as an Asian, that's why. And I am unafraid to speak in front of people..So, we had a crappy rehearsal. Later, she gaved me a script, on the same day and I had 3-4 hours to memorize it.


3-4 hours later, ta da. We're at this graduation ceremony. I was basically the host who ran everything. I kept things going smooth and I introduced the people who were going to speak and yadda, yadda, yadda. It was a great day. Going to miss those damn seniors...


Next day, I got school still. Which was, I believe, on Friday. Took ONE exam. Came back home. Pretty much stayed for about an hour and a half. I also had to call my future boss about this wrong info regarding my SS #. And surprisingly, my wi-fi and house phone stopped working..So he couldn't call back...Talk about good timing...


That was that for that day..Next day, I believe saturday..I went over to my nephews house and we chilled. Did this and that and yadda, yadda, yadda. Was over there all day. Done. Next day, it was Sunday. Watched the NBA finals. Dallas Mavericks defeated the Big Three and Miami Heat to become NBA Champions. Oh yeah. Done.


And now. My day was boring. Basically...I woke up late for school because it was Exam day and I had no exam's to take. I basically went over there to get my work permit. Woke up at around 8:30 am. My future boss called me regarding the problems with my SS#. All is done and settled. I took a SUPER long and relaxing shower. I had all day.....Er..All morning..Went downstair's, got my paperwork ready for my work permit. Brushed my teeth, did my hair. I was feeling as calm as ever. The day was great as well. Sunny and cool. Perfect weather..But if you stayed in the sun you'll get a little hot..That's the weather I'm talking about.


Got to school at about 10:00 am. Got my work permit and said goodbye to all of my teachers...We are moving out of this building into another building and today was my last official day of school so you'll understand. Shook hands, gaved hugs, and we split up for now. Gonna see them again in September. D:


Got home..And basically stayed on the computer most of the time..I didn't go to work, I watched NBA critics blast the heat for losing to Dallas and here I am.


Now, let's get a bit more detailed about my personal life.


So, this morning, when I had that talk on the phone with my future boss, I decided to get online here in Gaia. Aaaaaaand who did I meet...That bootycall chick I was talking to you guys about waaaaay earlier in one of my first entries. Let me just say..Things are deepening a bit. In a bad way..I'm literally fighting my morals. Not a good thing. I don't know what to do. She's a flirt. She's also a super old friend. And she lives across the world. 12 hour difference. Not going to work out but she keeps coming on to me. -________-


She doesn't like the friend zone. D:
I dunno. You don't want to get detailed about that situasian..It isn't good. Damn bootycall chicks, why the hell can't you just be friends with me. -____-



So, that was it. When I got back home, I was on the computer for a bit. That bootycall girl went to bed..It was 11 at night over there and 11 in the morning over here. Talked with a couple of friends. Especially this one girl. She was cool and all that. But maaaaaaaaaaan....She's 12!!!! Wow. 12. That's def waaaay too young. Sorreh darling. D:


I dunno how you can fall for me like that. :
I mean, we're still friends of course, but, that option just flew out the window if you know what I'm talking about. yeah she's sweet and funny but the age gap is a huge no for me. :
Yeah, "age ain't nuthing but a numba" but I only agree with that to a certain degree..Ugh..I don't know. Fighting my morales again. I find age 14 to "being too young" already...And 12? Man. I don't know. I feel like...This isn't "To Catch A Predator" ya know?


And I really don't like it when 19 year olds date 15 year olds I don't know. Something is just wrong with that. And it can be 18 year olds dating 15 year olds. Something isn't right for me..I don't know. I can't put it into words or explain it..



And, guess what, that crush from the very beginning with the hubby? She has no hubby no more. But, things aren't going to work out anyways. So, I'm not going to make a move. Sheetz like that never work out. I'm not touching that subject anymore. Yeah she's still a friend..But we can't go beyond that anymore. At least, that's what I feel. Even if we do go out, it's going to end relatively quick. Not interested in the unnecessary pain..It was fun talking to her and all. But it's just not going to work. I guess we can flirt here and there again..But it's not going to work. Not after what I've seen. Nope.


Also been talking to this one friend. She was a fan of the Chicago Bulls who got beat by the Miami heat. She's funny. A little gangstERish but she makes for a great friend. A little racist here and there..But that's funny..LOL. She jumped on the Mavericks train after her team lost. Rubbing it in my face about how Dallas won when I'm like, come on dude, I was on Dallas while you were on Bulls. And she lives in Florida somewhere. Another funny thing about why she' doesn't like the Heat.. xd Oh well. And she doesn't like Asian guys because their p***s are all lopsided..LOL!!! Talk about stereotypical. Mines isn't like that. xD!! But hey, it's her choice. She's missing out. How come she said that? She went out with an Asian guy for two years and when they were going to get it on she saw him and she was disgusted and they seperated. I don't even have a chance. Oh well, all is good.


And now here I am, typing all of this shizz down for you. Probably not my whole day but it was the majority of it...Got a little in depth at the end of this...But oh well. It's good to let it out. I know it's not as detailed as the others...But I'm gonna start making journals virtually everyday again...


Thanks for reading all of this s**t. Stay tuned for the next one...Because..? Well..Your looking into my life..My life of? My life as a 16 year old teenage guy. So yeah..Thank you, thank you..