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I wrote a lot of stuff...And my electricity went off..So I'm not going to re-type the whole thing again.



I'll summarize what I typed.


1- Some Asian girl got mad at me and called me fat and ugly because I said "Ewwww" when I saw her profile. I said Ewwww because I saw "him" on her profile. And I dislike him. Why? He's a player. And these little Asian girls fall so hard for him. I don't get what's so special about him..Is it because of his pics or his douchebag attitude? I don't know. But he talks to a lot of Asians and those Asian girls allllllllllll fall for him. I dislike him and I feel like backhanding him everytime I see him. But I've never talked to him before so it'll be weird to do that. I got to stay away from those cute Asian chicks..And really, she was a pretty hot Asian girl. She wasn't "cute" or any of that. She was, hot. The type of "hot" that makes you go, "Yeah, I'll hit that in a heartbeat". But she thought I called her ugly and got all insecure about it...LOL. The funny thing is, after all of that, she still added me as a friend. Come on now, that makes you look two faced as hell. I guess she got butthurt and assumed that I thought she looked unattractive. Oh well.



2. I don't regret anything that I did yesterday. I woke up this morning feeling good. I think it'll be best if we never talk to each other again. Let my cuts heal and turn into scar's. Let me forget about you. Whatever we had was just a phase. Don't cry..Because I know that you don't mean it. Don't call because I changed my number. You do your own thing. You keep acting like how you act. Forget about me. Forget about the memories. I'll forget about you. I'll stop missing you. I'll remove you from my memory. Don't talk to me again. And don't add me. I've unattached myself from you. Both mentally and emotionally. I suggest you do the same. And don't act all heartbroken when I know that your not. Your nothing but a blurry memory now. I should've never looked back. But you ran ahead of me so I had to look. I won't look anymore. I won't look back at you. I'm going on a different path. It's for the best..For both of us. Let us fade away under the stains of time..And forget about me. I'll forget about you..And I hope that I already do.



3. I met a lot of awesome people. Especially this one girl. We clicked automatically. She's awesome..And she got a huge sense of humor. But I think she just came back after like a year. So I'll have to wait and see if she's going to stay or leave again. Will she come or go? I don't know. But I really want to talk to her..She's fun. ^^

I've also been talking to this wittle gurl. She's cwute. xd
But we'll see where this takes us..




When I first wrote this, it was MUCH more. But the electricity turned off and now here it is. Not as much as my first one but oh well. I want to talk to her tomorrow. ^^


Stay tuned. I'm back to my old, OLD self. No holding back. Stay tuned...Let's see what happens with me. ;]