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I don't know if you still read my journals. But did it sting a bit? Did it hurt to see his real girlfriend get a gaia? To see him react the way he did? I'm sure it must've hurted a lot..And I'm sorry for that. It must be a good thing that you and me are feeling like strangers now. ^^ I feel like talking to you...But I can't and I won't. I can't do anything. You have to know the pain that your going through...I would've stood by you..But that part of me died the 3rd time..It just became so broken that you can't possibly fix it anymore. It seriously breaks my heart to have to do this..But you did this to yourself. I feel like tearing up..Since it hurts so much but I can't do that. Too late...D'awww..Runny nose teary eyes...Lemme go get something to wipe my face off..You always feel better after you tear up a bit..Ya know..? I just want you to anwer this..Do you have any regrets...? Ugh...Seriously. Their's no need to cry..She's just a girl...Sorry..I used up like 10 mins just now to cry to myself a bit..


I think I came off a bit butthurt, sorry bout that. It hurts when you let go..And only time will heal the cuts..I just had to edit this first part..The rest that I wrote down there was earlier in the day..recently edited this part..Ughh...I need a hug..I should put this whole thing last but I don't want to..I want you to read this part..At least give me a sign that you read this..And possibly let me know how you feel for the last time?


SO! I bought myself a laptop..But it can't connect or catch onto any wifi..But I can use an ethernet cord and I'm using that right now. Webcam anyone? xd



I've been talking with this really interesting girl. She's really cool and down to earth..She's almost 18, and she has a kid. What's sad about that..Is that she got raped. I rlly admire her. And she's awesome. ^^
Her kid is pretty cute as well. xd
She's so sweet and adorable..
Haven't talked to her all day. I wonder how she's doing. pirate



I guess that "Dork" DID do what she said she was going to do. I still shake my head at what she did. She's real..A real person. And a real badass. xd
Her azz ain't replying to my PM. -_____-
Spam time? ;D




I don't know how I can babysit all day like a Toxic Poptart.. Hahaaa...She get's paid good so I guess it's alright.


I'm so bored right now..Need to get this wifi issue fixed so I can stop using this damn ethercord...If I wanted to use an ethercord I coulda just got a desktop comp..




I'm feeling lonely. Gimme a hug? ^^


Got some thing's that I want to do and finish. Not much left to write about. SO! I'll write some more tomorrow or something. Stay tuned..I usually put more emotion into my writing but I just don't feel that emotional right now..Or today.


I'll leave everything out there in my next one(If it's interesting)..Thanks for reading.


Get rdy for another one of those lame azz Teenage boy essay's about how he feel's about something and what's going on in his life? You shouldn't be, but you can. xd



Later.