I can't shake it and won't let it go. I want to forgive but can't right now. It hurts so much. I drew but the pressure still hurts. I've got a migraine from such strong emotions.
I feel intensely
I love instensely
I am instense
Different
and kind.
I feel like I can't breathe sometimes. I forget to breathe. I'm kinda freaking out. It just, breaks my heart that she did that... stupid boss. She just, I don't think she realizes how hard I'm working on this. I'M THE ONLY ONE DOING THIS AND SHE ******** IT UP T_____T It's already stressful enough. BTW. I found out the top costs 300 dollars... yup. yup yup yup. Breathe. [/ sigh] Thinking about just wearing my bra for the drive home. Do something outrageous. Do something... anything. Gotta... gotta gotta. Act out. Need to. Vent. Need it.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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