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I apologize for my lack of entries, people. But then again |
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That's almost like saying "sorry" for living my life, having other things to do and think about other than signing in to gaia & sharing my personal events and worldview with anyone who's reading these words.
So, like... WOW. That sounded reasonable, yet selfish in my opinion.
Ok, let me try that again:
I do feel a little sad every day that passes when I don't 'summit' something on this website. Why?
Sort of like letting a day pass you by, I've continuously missed my chance to express myself, evaluate my day and reach out to anyone willing to read my story.
Well... story? Maybe 'outline' is a better word for what this is.
I can't believe earlier this year, in March, I assumed I'd have plenty, and I mean LOADS of time to do this sort of thing everyday, that I'd ALWAYS have meaningful things to share, that, even if it gets REALLY difficult, I'll push myself to meet the daily challenge.
but did I do that? HAIL NAW. I was WAY off. That was an INSANE assumption on my part.
But I really did want that to be true. In fact, maybe it still CAN be true.
Despite this being my last few days until college (yeah that's right, I'm goin'a COLLEGE!!!), even if it's just a few words, at least I didn't waste the day. By 'waste the day' I mean letting it slip by without officially having something to say about my version of it online.
It's one thing to have it in your head, but thoughts are always leaving and arriving, always being replaced. So, it's not as if gaiaonline is one of the most significant places to be in the internet world, but hey, I like this place. And apparently, a few people actually use their precious time, time that they could've used to do thousands upon MILLIONS of other things, to read MY outtake on life.
MINE.
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And that thought alone blows me away. Seriously, I'm more modest than some.
But I digress. Point is, I'm going to try to be more diligent at recording how I feel and sharing a part of me with others. Because though this is just gaia journals, as long as this entry exists, so does my history, my opinions, my aspect on the world around me and what may be going on with other people I've interacted with.
I mean hey, I'm just 1 girl, right?
But I'm important nonetheless. I might not feel like it sometimes, but I am. If I wasn't, I wouldn't be here, touching and impacting people's lives, even in the smallest way.
Whoever's reading this, please understand that. You ARE important, more than you could probably comprehend right now, maybe even ever.
I apologize for missing so many chances.
But here I am. And here you are.
And I want to reach out to you.
 -EboniiSkinn- · Mon Aug 06, 2012 @ 01:40am · 0 Comments |
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