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Something rather intimate happened recently. You don't really need to know this but I'm writing it in here so that I remember. I want to remember. I learned how to really use my vibrator properly for the first time. I had bought the vibrator this year so that I wouldn't need a relationship. I thought since I was trying to find sexual freedom and liberation, a vibrator is a good start. I have never quite known how to touch myself and doing things like that were secret. I don't think they need to be secret. Because I never really pleasured myself, I haven't known how to receive sex from anyone else. I get distracted and have a hard time connecting. I'm honestly just scared of it. But anyway, with the vibrator, for the longest time I've just let it sit there. I got a Lelo brand because there were reviews of brands in Oh Joy Sex Toy and it was recommended. At first I just tried using it outward with the vibration but that didn't do much. Besides, I had a hard time focusing. White giving the toy a break, I got back into hentai and looked up a lot of videos. I'm researching what I like/don't. I'm pretty proud of myself. And the pinnacle is that I finally learned insertion all by myself. I've come a long way and I'm super ******** proud, only... it's not polite conversation so I can't really tell anyone. I want to share it with the world. I'm just so ******** happy. Almost everyone knows how important my sexual liberation is to me, duh.
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