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Hey...I know I haven't been posting in a while. Not much to say. Nothing's really happened that I'd like to report on, so I might as well save my strength, right? BK's on vacation now, he left this morning, so that's something. I usually talk to him to get everything off my chest that builds up through out the day, and feel relieved to know that he listens, but now, I'm back to talking to myself. I miss him already. We tried hooking up at like midnight last night and going out to the bar that's across the street from us, but the people that he lives with are such jerks that they wouldn't even let him out of the house to say goodbye to me, because they didn't want him coming back at some strange hour and wakin' them all up. Tough tooties, he's a man. He needs to grow a sack. Lol. Borrowed that one off my dad. He doesn't really. I know his position. It's not like he's family, they can kick him to the curb if they want. But it just sucks I couldn't say bye. He says he's going to call me when he gets there, so that's good, but that's not until 9. We've only known each other for about 7 or 8 months so like, this is the first time he's left to go somewhere out of state. It's kinda wierd. I was so distraught this morning, I kinda hallucinated. Lol. I thought I saw him at my school, just for a split second, but then I had to remind myself that he doesn't even go to my school, let alone the fact that he's in Dallas or something right now. crying . I've told all of my friends that they need to pull together and make me feel loved while he's gone. And that goes for everyone I know on Gaia. Lol. I'll probably only talk to him like twice while he's gone, he doesn't have a cell phone. Then he's going to be tired and want to sleep when he gets back...then he's going to have 70 hrs of work to keep him busy. So I'm screwed for like the next 2 weeks straight. I'll be lucky if I can sleep. And then, my best friend's moving in like 3 weeks to Arizona. We're going to celebrate my birthday early so he can be there. We went to Disney yesterday, kinda as a last ditch effort to spend some time together. I may go over his house once or twice more before he leaves, but that'll be just about it, because from here on out he's going to be crazy busy, and making time to say goodbye to other people. So...yeah. I'm lonely. Lol. Naw, just playin', I got extras. There are other people in my life who can fill in. I'm cool. And I can always try my hand at acting. I hear that limelight kills the blues. Until people boo you off the stage. God! Where can I go from here? I don't got anything. Well, I am working on reviving this Lost guild. Like 4 or 5 people say that they're interested, but I've only recieved like 2 posts on the guild. Don't be surprised if I send out a post to everyone on my friends list emphasizing that. The guild sucks so far. It's just me and this one guy that owns it. I'm actually getting posts on my topics that say some people have never ever heard of Lost. I mean, have cave men started using computers. Is there some deserted island that has electrical services, yet no access to basic cable. I mean, c'mon, how long has Lost been around 3 years now, and it's the best show ABC's got on tv right now. I mean, I can see someone never watching an episode, but to say you've never even heard of it? In other Gaia news, I'm up to 5,000 gold for my dream avi. =-). Need 15,000 more in order to get the shirt I want, and then it's all down hill. Anyway, have to go pick up my mom from work...bye.
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