(Edited from a PM sent to one of my closest friends.)
Amazingly, I've found someone here... but not in the way that I expected.
*sighs* It might be better to just tell the whole story......
It all started at Homecoming back in October... my friend Josh asked me to go with him. I told him that I would, but only as friends. We went and had a pretty good time. *giggles* He's 6'4", and I'm only 5'2", so we looked funny together. He said that the best part was when I stood on the ledge of bench in the courtyard and slow danced with him. *smiles* That bench made me about six inches taller than him. (Which was much better than the fourteen he's normally got on me.)
I sorta knew that he liked me, but I really didn't know how much.
So Josh entered the Mr. *omits name of high school* contest, and asked me to be his escort. I agreed, but I didn't know what we really had to do. O.O The theme was James Bond 'cause the year was 007. *giggles* We had to dance to "die another day" at the beginning. Then he only needed me to dress up and look pretty for the casual and formal clothes. I didn't have that much of a job.
Sunday night, my online bf broke up with me because he didn't like my "moral values" and I wasn't "religious enough". ;P
Monday, I was hanging with my best friend, Amber, and Jeremy, Josh's little brother. (He's a year or two younger than me. Josh is a year older than me.) We went out to get smoothies, and I swear that they put something into them 'cause Amber and I couldn't stop giggling. ^^' *sighs* I drove Jeremy home. Jeremy lives in a tiny neighborhood that has a trail leading out to the water. The three of us walked down to the water, then Jeremy and I started kissing. *blushes* I don't know why I did it, but I did. I'm not talking about a few seconds of kissing, this was for a couple of minutes. I guess that Jeremy told Josh, and he felt betrayed. He didn't blame me, he blamed his brother. So Josh has been in a bad mood for the past few days. The thing is, two weeks ago, Jeremy told me that Josh only thought of me as a friend, nothing more. I talked to Josh today and he said that it was true because he was so scared that I wouldn't return his feelings, so he had given up.
Wednesday, I went to Anime Club and Jeremy was there with his friend, Dylan. I drove Jeremy home and took Dylan back to the water front. We sat on a tree that had fallen over and just talked for the longest time. heh... our parents had called us multiple times before we went back. ^^' But we did kiss for about a minute, then I drove him to where his dad was going to pick him up. I think he said something along the lines of "after all this, and I don't get a phone number?" *giggles* We traded phones quickly and added our numbers. I called him around nine or so and we talked 'til eleven.
We did that again on Thursday. *smiles* The thing is, I found him on Thursday at lunch, and we kissed again before he went back to class. *sighs* I also took him away from the morning group that sits and plays cards so that we could talk again. (That was today.)
We {Dylan and I} made it official today. He's two grade levels below me, but he's taking a class this year (and passing very well) that I failed out of last year. Dylan is only a year and a half younger than me agewise. I'm quite happy now. *smiles* This will be the first time I have someone here during Valentine's Day. I guess I can't call it "Loathing Day" anymore. hehe. I would probably be spending time with Dylan right now if he didn't have a swim meet.
(*sighs* Yeah, that's the good part. >.< I really am happy.)
~Cora Linette heart
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Feh. Doesn't matter, you are so... Haha... Way to become your own enemy eh?