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MAX PAIN
OK... DISPITE THE TITLE... THIS ISNT ABOUT SOME GUY IN A MOVIE THAT THINKS HES A EMO-BAD a**. ITS ABOUT.... WELL... A LOT OF PAIN. L8LY I HAVE BEEN HURT... AND ITS NOT SO FUN. ALL THIS GURT STARTED ABOUT 4 WEEKS AGO WITH MY BACK..... I WASNT REALLY SURE WHAT HAPPENED, AND IM STILL NOT SURE, I GUESS IM JUST TURNING INTO AN OLD MAN. HAHA. ANYWAY. I WAS TAKING PAIN KILLERS. IN THE PAST FEW DAYS I HAVE HAD MORE PAIN THAN IN A WHILE..... FIRST I KINDA GOT BEAT UP... THAT WAS NO FUN. AND NOW IT HURTS TO WEAR CLOTHES... CUZ BRUISES ARE REALLY SENSITIVE. THEN WE WENT TO GO GET AND XMAS TREE. AND MY DAD ISNT FEELING TO WELL, SO I WAS DOING A LOT OF THE TREE WORK..... AND YES, MY BACK STILL HURTS. IM ALL FOR DECORATING A TREE AND ALL THAT, BUT Y DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO BIG? I GUESS I SHOULD JUST BE GLAD THAT THE PAGANS DIDNT DECIDE THEY WANTED A XMAS CACTUS. LOL... ANYWAY... THEN TODAYS PAIN. FOR SOME REASON, MY BACK WASNT REALLY LETTING ME DO MUCH. WICH IS A BAD THING CUZ I HAVE A SKILLS TEST COMMING UP ON WEDNESDAY IN MARTIAL ARTS.... ME AND MY FRIEND [[KINDA]] ZOEY WERE PRACTICING KICKS, AND I WASNT REALLY FOCUSING ON WHAT WE WERE DOING, AND SHE KICKED, AND I DIDNT HOLD THE PAD HARD ENOUGH, AND IT CAME UP AND SMACKED ME IN THE MOUTH. THAT WAS PAIN. LOTS OF PUBLIC PAIN. AN BLEEDING.... LOTS OF BLEEDING.... AND BLOOD IS SO NOT YUMMY.... ESPECIALY IN LARGE AMOUNTS. BRRR.... IT WAS COLD TODAY. OH. AND 2 NAILS BROKE OFF.... OH EM GEE... THAT WAS LIKE SO THE WORST PART OF THIS WHO THING. FOR SURE. LIKE TOTALY. HAHA. PAIN PASSES.... IM GLAD. TOO BAD ITS ONLY THE PHYSICAL PAIN THAT GOES BY FAST... I TOTALY BOMBED AN AUDITION TODAY [[NOT THE GOOD KIND OF BOMB.... IF THERE IS ONE]].... I MADE A FOOL OF MYSELF... AND I DONT KNOW HOW I DID IT... CUZ I WAS READY, AND I WAS CONFIDENT... BUT FOR SOME REASON, IT JUST DIDNT COME OUT RIGHT... NOTHING DID..... I KINDA FELT LYK I HAD TO PEE... AND THAT... PEEING ON THE STAGE... WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE INTERTAINING THAN MY MONOLOUGE.... ANYTHING! WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER THAN THE WORK I DID UP THERE. BUT THEN AGAIN, I DID SHOW UP. THERE WERE TONS OF PEOPLE THAT SIGNED UP THAT DIDNT GO FOR SOME REASON. I DIDNT WANT TO GO... BUT SOME HOW... I WAS THERE... AND I SUCKED A FAT ONE...... I GUESS WATCHING ME SUFFER WAS KINDA INTERTAINING... BUT THEN AGAIN, I WAS TRYING NOT TO SHOW IT.
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