How many times have i mentioned to my almost everybody that i would die for my ******** friends in less then a millisecond?? why do they wish to kill themselves? i cant live without them. i know it sounds kind of selfish..but COME ON! im still a person with emotions and a brain. I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT ANY OF MY FRIENDS. MORGAN, CODY, SELENA, BEN. ******** i cant live without you guys and MOST OF THEM think that if they killed themselves that SOMEONE WOULDNT ******** CARE! what the hell you guys?! i care way to ******** much. "i doubt all of my friends would care if i died" ******** THAT. we all would ******** cry. hell one of us might even die on the ******** inside. i am almost dead. i need my friends. what would i be without them? DAMNIT YOU GUYS! don't you know by now that it doesnt ******** matter if EVERYONE cares if u die? IT DOESNT MATTER BECAUSE THEIR IS AT LEAST ONE PERSON WHO WILL CARE! so STOP SAYING YOU DONT THINK PEOPLE WILL MISS YOU IF U WERE TO DIE. if any of you commit suicide i swear, someday, i will find you in hell just to kick ur stupid a**.
also...just wondering...how many of you have the ******** guts to actually put a gun to your head and were actually serious about pulling the trigger?...but then realize..that you love life way to much to do anything about taking your life away... i love my life...even with the drama, hate, love, suicides, trouble, etc... I love my life to much to kill myself over something that can heal in time...
