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well, this one probly sux cuz i haven't written one in a long time but here we go......

Chaos surrounds my mind,
a battle of right and wrong whipps through my thoughts,
the battles in my life have multiplied,
with the failures piling,
the workload leveling with equal stress,
affairs of the heart and mind mix,
i find life to be changing without me,
i've taken a couple steps,
while the world has taken leaps,
I haven't been given the chances i need,
the options i have i'm afraid to take,
the possibility of judgement is enough to freeze me,
my past problems seem so small,
I know they were the building blocks to these challenges,
I try to forget why i hesitate,
yet hesitation plauges me,
so the question now surfaces,
is the chaos outside or inside?

it's very choppy and doesn't make alot of sense to most people i would guess cuz only i can really understand what i'm talking about but its just the things that have been buzzing around my brain razz