The weather seems to be always gloomy now. There's the barest bit of the sun in the sky, and it's so cold that my toes start tingling. I should get some new socks soon or else I'm gonna get frostbite. Haha, it seems like everyone around me was just waiting for Thanksgiving to pass so that they could pull out their Christmas music and decorations. I see lots of Christmas lights and streamers, and Christmas music is playing around everywhere. It's a miracle that I still like the popular yearly Christmas songs, especially as they loop around the radio one thousand times.
My voice has been suffering this year, more than any other time in my life. I just recovered from a really swollen throat, so I'm not surprised that I can't speak loudly or sing now. But this year I just find it hard to talk at all. I'm going to start resting my voice a lot, start wearing more scarves, and drink more water. I'm not going to let myself lose my voice. XD
Today in my Christian club, we discussed depression. I didn't say anything, and just kept my mouth shut. But a girl said that ranting doesn't help things, that you just feel drained and unhappy at the end of it. I feel... that I do get just a bit drained, but then I feel as if something's been lifted off my shoulders. After all, writing journals is a good thing. It comes out very easily. Sometimes I feel guilty (actually, very guilty) about procrastinating on my roleplaying. I say it's because I'm tired, but really, I just can't make sentences when I'm feeling panicked or empty. Then my sentences, my words, just twist to reflect that and I have to discard it. A fantastic waste of time! DDX Still, I'm going to force myself to finish something productive soon.
I met with my sister over the weekend and we went black friday shopping. All the sales are usually gone by twelve, but we went anyways. There weren't as much sales as the years before, but I'm not willing to wake up at seven in the morning. XP
0.0 And... a strange woman just came into my room, took a picture, and dashed off. I don't know who she is, but I'm going to ask someone...
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Serene: To the General Public At Last
A few pieces of Ser's thoughts and life, which are carefully broken down from her life mosaic and preserved into this online journal. Read with care.
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