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Well, today just turned out to be another shitty-a** depressing day. I thought it would be ok when I first woke up. I was starting to feel better from my cold and I got to wear my new awesome pants for the first time. Lets just say it went downhill from that thought. I couldn't get part of my hair to go the way I wanted it to, and somehow I just couldn't make my awesome pants look good. Well, the pants looked good, but I didn't. I felt like I looked like s**t today. That's the problem with being unnattractive, you can wear cool clothes, but you just can't seem to compliment them the way you want to. Then besides from just feeling left out all day, I went and embarressed myself in front of the guy I think is hot. I was at my locker before 5th hour, and he was walking by me and informed me I had a sticker on my back. Now, I know that might not be the most embarrassing thing ever, but still. Why did HE have to notice first and tell me. I hope he didn't think I was a major dork. I don't even know how it got on there. I think maybe a friend put it on there the hour before, but I'm not sure. If he did, I'm not going to be mad at him though. I'll still just be mad at myself for looking like an idiot. Then I had to do a food safety poster for foods class. It wasn't so bad, because it was just a small easy-to-do poster. I had it all drawn out and I was almost done coloring it. I was really proud of it because I thought it was turning out really good. Then my mom came home. She saw it on the floor and informed me that I had spellled "safety" wrong. Then she started cutting into me about s**t like "I'm old enough, I should know how to spell simple words" and other things that just translate into "your dumb". I can't help it I make mistakes and don't notice sometimes. She even said it looked rushed and sloppy. That really hurt because I really did take my time on it and I was actually proud of it. But I know nothing ever lives up to her standards. Well, I feel like typing out my feelings more, but I have to go re-do my poster (she's making me). I already have lost a good chunk of time in typing this out. Anyways, until the next time...
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