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I helped you break my heart

What is that on the ground there?
in pieces no bigger than a quarter,
it's scarred and bloody,
it has your fingerprints on it,
what seems to be missing from me?
i can breath,
i can feel,
i can speak,
why do i feel empty?
why doesn't my chest hurt anymore?
why don't my cheeks fill with pink when you say something to me?
why do i feel tears but no sadness?
why am i like this?
what could those pieces be of?
i don't have tape or glue so i can't put it back together,
when i touch it i see your face,
and i feel more tears fall,
could that really be what i think it is?
is what i see before me something you have ripped and torn,
then broken in front of me,
is that really pieces of my heart?
it must be,
i don't feel love,
i don't feel happiness,
i don't feel the constant pounding in my chest anymore,
you had borrowed my heart and then you broke it,
and you left me to clean it up,
so now my fingerprints are next to yours,
but i think they had been there from the start,
i just didn't see them until now,
if i intend to put the blame on someone,
it won't be just you,
it'll also be me,
i helped you break my heart.