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Why can't it be me?
Why can't it ever be me?
I know it's because of me,
I know it's all my fault,
I know I should change,
but it's easier to know,
than it is to change.
Everytime it's the same old story,
I become attracted to someone,
and never did a thing,
then when it was too late,
my heart gets a new scar.
Why can't it stop!?
Why can't I be the one with the happy ending?
I see people everywhere,
hand in hand,
and in love,
I want that so much,
but why do I have to change myself to get it?
It's not fair,
why can't I be the one found,
and not the one seeking?
Why is it so hard for someone to like me,
and for me to like them back?
My standards are high I admit,
but only because I can't see myself happy with a friend,
is that so wrong?
I just want my prince,
but I don't want to look anymore,
I'm done,
and this is a promise now,
I will no longer be the seeker,
I will be found.

DAMN ******** STRAIGHT BITCHES!