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I was bored this morning, so I kind of wrote four pages of "pure" crap. It's not even the story, just stuff I needed to get "out of my head and onto paper". Embarrassing garbage that I'm mad that I have to deal with in my life. I won't tell all (sorry to disappoint you). I'm really starting to think that I'm nuts...Just last night I had a dream (nothing special, I know), but it was really weird. I had turned away from someone and he turned me back to face him. He grabbed me by the throat and slammed me up against a wall. I couldn't see who it was, because he was in the shadows and I was now in a daze. My vision was blurring and I could feel the blood trailing down the back of my neck. I couldn't think straight when he kissed me and yet I kissed him back. He was still mad at me and now confused at why he had kissed me. He stared at me for a short time wondering why I had returned the kiss, while I was wondering the same. Then he turned and left me standing there. I'm not into dream interpretations, but that is one f***ed up dream. I'm still wondering if I'm messed up for dreaming it! Not only do I want to know who the Hell that was, I'm also wondering if it has connections to a reoccuring one I've had over the past few years. I'm running through the woods lost and completely scared of something I can't see that is following me. That's all it is, but they have the same dark colors and strange vibe. Wow...I'm special I've gotta say. The other pages are basically things that involve names and I personally don't want to be sued (last thing I need at the moment). If anyone is good at dream interpretations I'd be happy to get an idea of what crazy little thoughts were running through my head last evening or if it was just the junk food xd .