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I had a crazy dream a while ago…

In my dream, I walked into my math class, and my calc teacher was on the other side of the room, alone, sitting in a chair. I walked over to him and sat on his lap. Then I could hear a voice, like my subconscious, tell me to kiss him. So the dream me did. It was one of those vivid dreams where I felt as if I could actually physically feel what was happening in my dream, and it felt like my lips could actually feel me kissing him. By the second kiss, we were full-on making out. My dream self thought about reaching down his pants, and that subconscious voice once again piped up and said “Do it!” So in my dream I unzipped his pants, grabbed his d**k, and started jerking him off. I had just started actually ******** him when I woke up.

When I woke up I had so many thoughts in my head. The first thought was “Damn, why did I wake up when things started to get really good?!” Then reality set in and I was like “OMG! WTF?! I can’t believe I just dreamed that. It felt dirty, but yet exciting because you’re not supposed to want to ******** your teachers, but yet the whole taboo of it was thrilling. I always knew he was good looking, but I never really realized just how attracted I was to him. Now I almost feel awkward in class because whenever he’s writing on the board I’m checking out his fine a** and picturing things I’d like to do to him. But at the same time I’m thinking this, I’m also thinking about how part of me hates him because of some of the s**t he makes us do. Plus, its math class, so I automatically think negatively of it anyways. Maybe these negative thoughts help balance out my sexual thoughts of him, and stop me from being too attracted to him, which is a good thing. Anyways, weird, right?!